Tataaaa this is my one year blogiversary. I can’t believe I’ve made it that long! So, I guess it’s time to take a look back. However, I don’t think that what I’ve been writing is the interesting part of this story, but rather how I’ve changed.
I started off wanting to write. It wasn’t that I [...]
Archive for the ‘identity’ Category
Changes
Posted in identity on July 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Masculinity
Posted in gender, identity on June 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Maybe this is the sort of examining that doesn’t lead anywhere. The sort that’ll just come to the point of shit-is-fucked-up – but we knew that anyway.
So, what I’ve been wondering is: What’s my fascination with masculinity? Not with men in general; with the ideals of masculinity, images of heroes and loners, icons and superstars. [...]
What if?
Posted in gender, identity on June 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I was wondering the other day how I would react if I happened to wake up one morning and my body had turned male. Would I mind? I don’t think so.
What would I look like then? How would my body change? I’d not be that muscular, I don’t think, but I wouldn’t be skinny either. [...]
Genderfuck Deluxe
Posted in dreams, gender, identity, tagged dreams, Gambit, man with vagina, slash fiction, transsexuality on May 25, 2009 | 3 Comments »
All the sexy dreams I’ve ever head, I can count on one hand. Usually they are either very much about my own body or about someone I have a huge crush on. (Then there were also these teasing dreams in which I was surrounded by teammates or best friends of that guy I had the [...]
Doing Gender.
Posted in gender, identity, tagged doing gender, drag king, identity on May 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
In a seminar a professor once started asking every single student how he or she was doing gender. Although I had thought that I had understood the concept, answering the question on this personal level proved to be strangely difficult. Basically I just repeated what others had said before me – I put on make [...]
Orientalize this.
Posted in identity, racism, sexism, tagged yellow rage on December 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Cutting Sadism Out.
Posted in identity, kink, writing, tagged dreams, kink, sadism on November 27, 2008 | 6 Comments »
How do people read blogs? I so get lost over the thousands and thousands of links to all these other entries that I haven’t read yet and need to read now and then I end up with all these open tabs and don’t know where to look and it’s all so interesting and then I [...]
Words and Soap.
Posted in identity, kink, tagged BDSM, kink, sadomasochism, words on November 7, 2008 | 2 Comments »
As I am the one and only student in all gender classes, who feels the urgent need to talk about kink, this keeps happening:
Some student: “…although women and men are equal, it seems like most women really enjoy being dominated in bed. I wonder why that is.”
Me, remembering all the Bitchy Jones lectures about false [...]
